Silver by Steven Savile

Author:Steven Savile [Savile, Steven]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2010-08-19T03:00:00+00:00

The Words of the Prophets Written On Subway Walls Noah Larkin had spent the night alive and well and living in hell. Each one of his personal demons were within arm's reach. There was a bottle of thirty-year-old McCallan scotch whiskey on the nightstand, a plastic cup beside it. The bottle's top lay on the nightstand beside the bottle. The cheap hotel room beside the Rome Stazione Termini reeked of alcohol. He had drunk a third of the bottle but felt like he had downed the lot. He sat on the windowsill, watching the girls out in the street. It would have been easy to call down, and one of them would come up to help him take his mind off things. Sometimes that was all he wanted.

He had music playing simply because he couldn't stand to be alone with his own thoughts. It got like that some nights. The dead started talking to him with the voices of his imagination. The music helped to drown them out, but it didn't silence them completely. That was what the drink was for.

The girls on this side of the world were the same as the girls back home. They congregated on the street corners and in doorways and walked up and down the street, advertising their wares. Every creed and color was out there to be bought. A car trawled the gutter, driving slowly from woman to woman as they walked up toward the rolled-down window. Watching was uncomfortably voyeuristic and made Noah feel distinctly dirty. He poured himself another slug of whiskey before he went back to the window. He thought about Margot, the middle-aged whore he'd found in Kings Cross.

He'd paid her to stay off the street for a night. She wouldn't, of course. She was one of these creatures. This was her life. It was all she knew. Like the song said, it was a hard habit to break. But that was what the money was all about. It wasn't about the sex. He hadn't enjoyed sex for a long time. Now he used it to punish himself. He'd given up on the dream of beautiful flesh and candles and soft music and all of that nonsense. It was hard to lose yourself in beauty when inside your own head it was so ugly. He knew his own psychology as well as anyone could.

He looked at the clock blinking red beneath the small portable television set, with its little round aerial poking out from the back: 2:47. The night was slipping remorselessly into morning. He had a little under seven hours until he was supposed to meet Dominico Neri's man from the Vatican. He could sleep. He could drink. He could screw. The truth was he didn't feel like doing any of that.

He decided to go for a walk and picked his coat up off the bed. Rome at night was a dangerous creature, but what city wasn't. The mood Noah was in, if any local boy had decided to push his luck, he would have ended up hospitalized.

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